Creating a haven of chaos – selling hemp oil

There is something about being home all day with the kids, and the cooking, cleaning and general chaos that can be mind-numbing. I often hear “the days are long, but the years are short” which is oh-so-true, and yet the struggle of how to deal with those long days is grueling.

I don’t want to merely deal with the long days, praying to make it until nap time. I want to learn contentment and how to thrive in the monotony — to create a haven for my family amidst the chaos because waiting for the chaos to stop or even to slow down means never really living.

I feel like all my life I was waiting for the next thing — graduating, getting married, having babies. I need something to focus on and to expect. Sadly, this is also how I miss out on living. I have no profound solution to this problem (although I have tried everything I could find, anything that might offer a solution) but I want to journey through this and figure it out. I want to be somewhere new next year, somewhere new within myself and with God.

Maybe there isn’t a profound solution; maybe much to my disappointment it really is learning the one thing at a time that calms the 5 minutes of insanity right after the kids wake up, or that helps curb the desire to spend $1000 to redecorate my living room when I am feeling bored. Maybe the key to thriving at home is just one small solution at a time.

In the meantime, one thing I can think of to do about it is to stay busy. I will be selling full spectrum hemp oil through the site soon! We’ll have to wait to see how it goes. With Kratom, Kratomystic, on the side too.

That is my goal with this blog — to share the little things in our days at home that help to build a haven in the chaos. Because that is what I want my home to be, a haven of chaos.

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